Monday, 16 March 2015


sitting in that dodgy italian restaurant waiting for my shitty fettucini which i know will go all over my face and make her laugh. the spotted plastic tablecloth has made scratch marks up and down my leg, matching the shape ive now got from sitting cross legged for the last 2 hours. i know i know i know i should tell her i love her dresses and her knees but i know i can't because then ill never stop. she's blurring and i know i should put my glasses on and look at her but the haze of vision i can barely see her through is helping me to not break down and sob all over this shitty tablecloth. the fettucini comes and i cant even see the pieces of ham because im laughing at that joke she told me at her dads funeral last week that she just repeated to me. 10 mins. fettucini's gone and im left with a sad outline of a bowl of shitty pasta i ate with the best company i think ill ever have. 

Friday, 6 March 2015

MARCH PLAYLIST + good things

good things

#BlackOutDay. Friday, March 6th 
All Tumblr, Instagram, Twitter, Facebook and Vine users are encouraged to post and re-post positive depiction of Black people all day long. The demonstration was first intended for Black Tumblr users to combat the under-representation most of them feel when combing through tags on the site. It's fantastic and check out for some great positive pics! 

this horoscope:

Aries:ram horns, youthful freckles, wide bright eyes
Taurus:septum piercing, unique coloured healthy hair, hard gazing eyes
Gemini:hair up, walks on air, smile that makes people stop in their path
Cancer:silver skin, clear eyes, small but dangerous
Leo:clear skin, leaves a trail of golden glitter,
Virgo:freckles on cheeks, flowers grow from skin
Libra:any blemish is actually a little pretty gemstone on their skin
Scorpio:deep red hypnotising eyes, a stinging tail appears if you piss them off
Sagittarius:stars fall from their hair, largest eyes
Capricorn:horns,you'll never figure out what colour their eyes are
Aquarius:attractive but you can't touch them coz they're made of air
Pisces:their hair is flowing water and their words come out as dark matter

how to get away with murder - tv show you gotta watch

the cast:


WHIPLASH - "A promising young drummer enrolls at a cut-throat music conservatory where his dreams of greatness are mentored by an instructor who will stop at nothing to realize a student's potential."
- great film + fantastic cinematography
- great soundtrack
- great acting + storyline

  • retro (rough) - childish gambino
  • quit my job + got love - thundamentals
  • money + wish you were here - pink floyd
  • give you up (darius remix) - crayon Feat. KLP
  • seven nation army - nostalgia 77 & amy russell
  • inside you - elvis depressedly
  • not the man - the growlers (or any track off Chinese Fountain)
  • how much does your love cost? - thelma plum
  • uncle ace - blood orange
  • doused - diiv (or anything off Oshin)
  • what goes on - the velvet underground
  • gold - JAWS
  • street boy - rodriguez
  • natural blues - moby
  • night walk - dirty beaches (or anything of Drifters/Love is the Devil)
+ Drake's new album !!

- Lotte

Sunday, 1 March 2015

holiday selfie edition

gig reviews / lotteforever

FKA TWIGS @ METRO - 4/2/15

Ok first off if you don't know who FKA is, please look her up right now. She's a fantastic solo artist and her songs all sound super angelic and spiritual and incredible. Even though we had to wait for about 35 mins for her to come on (the support when on for a bit but he was a sick DJ so it was all g), when she came on it was just incredible. She was wearing these awesome flared white pants, a black mesh top with a bralette strappy thing underneath and a killer hairstyle and she looked like she was out of this world. She sings at a really high pitch which makes me feel like I'm in church, but basically her voice is just stunning and incredibly etherial. Seeing her connect with the audience and get lost in the music was quite extraordinary - plus seeing her move and contort her body along to the music was pretty awesome. Singing along with her was amazing and one of the most special gigs ever.

photo creds to izzy


Such a funky band. Little dragon are an awesome band from Sweden and their music is quirky and fun and really great to dance to. Great atmosphere and everyone was getting their groove on - it was wicked. Their concert was so enjoyable and beautiful + there was a cute couple from Sweden next to me, so what could be better?


I bought tickets for this concert a year ago when I was still into 1D and was kinda reluctant to go to the concert. But it was actually really fun and I had a good time with some friends! The music was really upbeat and good to dance to and I really had a fun time. They know how to put on a good show and it was a really enjoyable night. 

photo creds to liv

- Lotte